Friday, June 27, 2008

The Story of My Life

In the narrow hallway, then in [her] own small room, unpacking [her] bag, [Cara] had a strange sense of disappointment... For a long moment, she did not quite know where she was. The cracked and yellowed paint on the ceiling, the cramped room, the window framed by limp curtains and itself framing a view over rooftops to the flat surfaces of distant buildings, the sulfurous sky...everything looked dingy. [Cara] felt the little house pressing close around her... [She] concentrated on folding close in around herself the remembered contentment of [New Zealand], like armor against---she couldn't name it, but it threatened her.

"A Solitary Blue" by Cynthia Voigt

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

anyway

I'm reading this book about authentic relationships. Guess what the book's called...Authentic Relationships: discover the lost art of "one anothering" by Wayne Jacobson and Clay Jacobson. Amazing! I recommend. I read some of it before going to NZ...borrowed it from my young adults leader. I need to mail it to him, but I decided to read it again first, through the eyes of this new and changed "Cara" who is trying to be more open an honest.
In the book, I found this poem or saying or whatever it is that I though was real cool.



anyway

People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.


If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.


If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.


The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Be good anyway.


Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.


What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.


People need help but may attack you if you try to help them.
Help them anyway.


In the final analysis, it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Stressed and I didn't know

What is God doing?

I feel like the walls are crumbling around me.
I don't know how much longer I can hold on.








But I will try.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Walkin and Kinda Talkin

I've decided that sometimes it's better to show something rather than explain it. Alas, a video of my cute little nephew, Alex. I love him!!! Enjoy.