I don't even know what I miss anymore.
I just miss.
I wake up. I wonder. I cry. I smile. I grieve.
Why? Why still? Why not?
Father, how can this still be an issue in my life?
Still an issue.
I breathe. I sigh. I get up. I stumble. I...walk.
Wow! Do I love! But oh how I miss!
Why? Why still? Why not?
Where is home truly?
And I am home, but not in the right home?
Which home is best and why am I not there? Or am I?
Will my heart forever be sad?
Forever sad.
Do I hope? Do I fear? Do I try? Do I give up? Do I trust?
Why? Why still? Why not?
New Zealand...maybe someday....
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